I spent Sunday fasting about a really big decision. His answer was clear, but I wanted something else... As is usually the case with me and Him. I read my Patriarchal Blessing like 10 times, kept praying over my 24 hours, and was determined not to eat until the answer changed. The answer was uncomfortable, and I didn't want to do it. I wanted to cut a certain situation out of my life and never look back, but the answer didn't change. I broke my fast, called my mom, and cried to her. I went to Ward Prayer where they showed a video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snAjZ8mfoYw - it changed my life. Tears fell, and I knew that Heavenly Father's plan was bigger than my own - it was bigger than this stupid "situation" I was in, and that he knew what I needed and what would make me happiest in the end. Turn's out life was gonna make this decision for me in the end, but when it came down to it, I had no regrets because I knew it was the Lord's plan. That was the most comforting part about all of this... Personal revelation is the greatest way that the Lord shows me he is aware of me. Needless to say, I am excited. I'm kind of in love with my life right now!
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